lol

My mum wants me to start training tomorrow. shit.

For the rest of the holiday, she wants me to get up early to go jogging at Bukit Padang. Fck.. I dont want owh. lol.

She wants me to go.. But I dont want. I have rights. Why does she has to force me?

Uhm.. I dont know what else to say lol.

Im back on dA.. Kinda. I told myself i'd go on more but I've been so lazy and been so distracted with this thing called sleep. Heh. I like to sleep. Im so weird.

But seriously.

I've been ass lazy and I hate it.


I feel like a fat ass. Shit man.



Besides that, exams are over. Yay. fake cheers. lol.


I dont know why.. I feel numb and confused.


Don't know who's side to take. Who's vision to look through. Who's heart to capture. And who's to throw.

I look in the mirror and I stare at my reflection. I see a kid that's totally different from who I want to be. I see brown eyes, when I imagine blue. I see messy black hair, when I imagine cool brown-ish ones. I see a kid that isn't what I want it to be. I see me.

And im okay with it.


The problem is, some people out there aren't.


I dont know why Im talking about this..



bleh.

-Kyle